Encounter With The Spirit Molecule

I am sharing my intricate journey with the Spirit Molecule. I suggest you read carefully, as it will inspire you to delve deeper into this journey.

The cosmos celebrates its design in myriad expressions. The fascinating journey into the discovery of the inner self reveals to us, the innate essence that deserves to be fully extracted. Godliness lies in the finest details. Where and how do we begin to explore these intricate details? The enlightened ones have pointed to look within and revealed that the ‘truth’ is so close,  we are missing it. The myths wrap us into knots and render us as ordinary strugglers, grappling with the illusory journey. It is obvious that an unexplored life is not worth living. Ignorance eludes us from truly knowing the depth of the divine essence and its presence that has truly permeated us. It takes courage to break free from the chains of limitations. Freedom is never given. It is taken through an indomitable spirit that urges us to crack open the code to bliss, ecstasy, divinity, and mastery. 

We are mere fractals, insignificant stardust passing through this pale blue dot called Planet Earth. However, each one of us has a unique reality and a karmic role-play. Overwhelming emotional drama and a bloated ego assume power and control over others while rendering ourselves resistant and ignorant, to access the purity of the original design and clarity of the Self-realized state.  The underlining factor is that we are pure and divine beings experiencing a human journey. In the quest to realize our divine self, we may encounter some of the most daring challenges and beautiful gifts that have been planted within us in our elemental nature. In this blog, I am sharing a sacred encounter with the plant medicine that purifies, decalcifies, and unlocks the spirit molecule that serves as a portal to the higher self. In the path of revelation, the courageous ones will move from ‘suffering’ to ‘celebration’. However, the truth will hurt us and shatter our comfort zones, illusions, and all those ideals, which we deem as perfect. The niggling question is, are we ready to face the truth, even if it hurts?

Why Cleanse or Purify? 
I have been living the essence of Himalayan Kriya Yoga, which has been uniquely downloaded through this instrument from the inimitable eternal master, Gorakshanath Babaji. This practice of decalcification, decarbonization, detoxification, alignment, calibration, union, and celebration has contributed to tremendous spiritual progression and research, which I share with hundreds of aspirants across the world. This practice leads to cleansing and purification and invokes the instrument to purge, surge, and merge with the higher self. 

No one is complete on this planet. If we were, we would be magnetically ejected into the higher domains. Even gravity fails to hold a complete being. I have been intuitively guided to eclectically incorporate sacred techniques and processes that can accelerate the process of completion called ‘Paripoornatha’.  However bright and pure we may seem to be, we can be complacent. It is important to trust and surrender to allow higher beings to intervene and recalibrate us. It is vital to realize that the brighter the light, the darker the shadow element. We need to deal with this unabashedly while we are engrossed in the ascension journey. We will never get to know everything and we should have the courage to let go of our baggage and remain in acceptance, thus allowing the Master Soul to guide us through the purification process. 

The conspiracy of Masters will always amaze me. This time, it brought around a Shaman from the sacred land of Peru to reintroduce me to the purifying ability of the Spirit Molecule, the potent Plant Medicine. I have had a memorable experience of it in 2013 in the Amazon jungles. However, I knew that I had barely scratched its surface and wanted to take a deeper dive. 

It is easy to drift into hallucination and a hedonistic journey while relying heavily on an entheogenic substance, which many people crave for. It is important to have a dedicated practice of balanced living, healthy eating habits, purified emotions, and loving relationships before we expect the true impact of the cleansing process. A true Yogi realizes that it’s a slippery path if we can’t chaff out emotional, mental, and

illusory garbage and eliminate wishful thinking and short cuts to spiritual ascension. There are too many pits and crevices that will entrap us along the summit path to realization. We need to tread carefully with supreme awareness. 

The Encounter with the Shaman
One of my students had talked about a gifted Shaman from Peru and was raving about his experiences during the ceremony.  The Gracious pull of Babaji eventually brought this Shaman into our sacred space which we all revere as ‘heaven-on-earth’. It was an instant connection when we met, as we celebrated listening to phenomenal music and exchanged notes of our respective journeys. It became more evident that we had a lot to share in common. His lovely daughter and wife joined in the celebration too and I was introduced to his Shaman brother, who is immensely contributing to the Entheogenic Research. I noticed that Maestro needed a ‘pure alignment’ session and he readily accepted and received it from me. In exchange, he volunteered to perform a Ceremony for me. I welcomed it and prayed for ‘Rishi’ guidance to take over.  

Day One
The Exotic Inner Journey 
I bowed down in reverence and acceptance as I took in that 60 ml of carefully brewed plant medicine. The inner guidance and awareness prompted me to roll it in my mouth as long as I could sustain it. The essence of it began to make its way into the olfactory bulbs, neuron circuitry, neurotransmitters, and receptors in the brain. I could feel the effect of taking shape in about 10 minutes.  

There seemed a distinct sense of churning of the dark matter within. The pressure was building from within. The body began to expand its EMF Field that began to polymorph itself into sacred geometric shapes that changed so fast that it was hard to decode, and yet, it was blissful and a feast for the inner eye to witness the stunning imageries shifting patterns. Maestro began to chant his ceremonial ritual and invoking the presence and grace of the Mother (Pachamama) that governs the journey of the brewed tea that was percolating through my instrument. 

There were moments of discomfort from within when the churning began to heighten. It is social conditioning that we try to smother our dark side and protect our projected image. It was time to face it all and dissolve every iota of dark matter that was housed within. A deep intent emerged that this body is offered to the Ascended Masters and the spirit component embedded will heighten its expression and grant me what I truly deserved. 

I often remind myself that heightened effort should hit its pinnacle and make its way for deepest ‘surrender’, which grants us the powerful ability to ‘let-go’ of our resistances. In a state of surrendered collapse, we drop all pretense, control, thoughts, protective mask, will, desire, intent, and questioning and allow the flow of gracious Masters to take over and prove its magic. We get what we truly deserve from such events. Alignment is our responsibility and when we are ready in the portals, we transcend into higher possibilities and allow cosmic transmissions with greater ease. 

Brahmini Channel Transmissions & Intensified Purging
Being on the Summit path of Liberation may seem far-fetched, fancy, technically challenging, and reserved only for those gifted yogis in lofty mountain caves. However, we often require a mirror to reflect on the self. Beyond a certain point, all our humungous efforts cannot take us to a state of completion. Without the guidance and transmissions of Ascended Beings, we will hit a plateau and languish there and become a boring, ritualistic aspirant. 

Brahmini Nadi is the finest strand of an etheric pipeline that is connected to the Central Void through the spiraling vortex passing through our subtle spinal channel called Centralis Canalis, the Sushumna Nadi. It is so elusive to access for most aspirants and is regarded as the Exclusive Channel for the Saints. I have had some profound glimpses of inter-dimensional travel to the central void through this channel on two eventful occasions. I have experienced the Vaccum Shift in the ‘Brahma Guha’, the sacred cave in the third ventricle of our mid-brain. 

However, while being in the moment, the past and future have no significance or relevance. It is all about ‘Now and Here’ and there is ‘Nowhere’ to go to celebrate the cosmos within us.  

The dance of the spirit transcended as Maestro exhaled into my crown center. A strange mix of earthy fragrances and essence permeated my auric field. The sacred geometric images went into a frenzy, morphing itself into the craziest light-infused patterns and upscaling the state into multi-layered ecstasy. The sounds within resonated like a cinematic Dolby Atmos effect. I had often quoted that Maximum bliss is Ecstasy and Maximum Ecstasy is Divinity. It was all happening graciously.  

In the least expected moment, the mind-body-spirit entered into an integrated, supra-conscious state and then collapsed into the void. In a flash, I could clearly see the dark vortex above my head and a descending current through the spine. I was just a witness to this stunning event. From the pit of the gut, a strange mix of fermented bile, darkest fluid purged out of my mouth. Thankfully it landed safely in the receptacle meant for it. The intuition reminded me that this was all Karmic dissolution. It felt so good to watch that dark matter outside of me and to feel the outpouring of gratitude that emerged, for all those beings who made it happen so effortlessly. 

Meanwhile, Maestro had pulled out his guitar and ukulele and was strumming away to glory. The mood heightened into a purest celebration. His wife Acasia joined in the celebration briefly and we basked in the atmosphere teeming with a huge celebratory wave. 


Solar transmissions in the Cosmic Grid
The cosmic grid that we have designed is a Star Constellation Portal. For over 5 years we have been walking along its spiraling pathways to the core of the grid and meditating there. However, the effect of spirit, made it super special to witness it in its original state. The true impact of this supercharged space came to light. I could clearly see the photonic permeation in the grid and every plant, flower, tree, bird, and worm was celebrating in the cosmic vibrancies flowing through each of them.  The download of Galactic Cosmic Rays is rare and happens rarely in dense rain forests. I could clearly see the transmissions descending. I lay down on the grass near the Trishul (trident) and looked up as the sun beamed through the dark monsoon clouds. The breeze was caressing us and occasionally getting gusty. Maestro pulled out his Andean flute and played an amazonian melody and breathed more blissful waves into us. We all laughed and basked in the sanctified space. Maestro slowly signaled and walked out of the grid and let us truly connect within. By then, the sun radiated as a bright red fireball, with sparks of pulsar waves piercing into my Atma Linga, the Assemblage Point. Deep within, I knew it was something special and I lay down on the grass on my spine in Gorakhshasana with the yoni mudra of the feet and raised hips to receive the sun transmissions with the fullest potential. The rays of the sun lit up my spinal channel and permeated the heart center.

Meanwhile, I saw a rainbow coloured cloud ring shape up around the sun. I scanned it wide-eyed and made sure I was seeing it for real. I verified the same with my student lying down close to me. He confirmed it too. The ring was huge and reminded me of the ‘Corona’ ring that I saw the first time in 2006 in Tibet when I completed the Kora journey around the Mt Kailash.

This is nothing short of pure grace. During the monsoons, it is almost impossible to see the sun consistently for so long without cloud interventions. The Masters collaborated with the elemental Gods and ensured that the real ‘Corona’ was shown. Living in a world that is now brought down to its knees with the Corona virus, this etheric corona was more welcoming, truly glorious and invoked purest gratitude to the beings that make such events happen to remind us of the true magic and possibilities. Trust, surrender, and gratitude when offered with the highest integrity will be rewarded in most surprising ways. Moments like these are precious and truly worth the lifetimes of persistence. 

Lying down in those glorious moments felt like a time warp. A faint wish to capture this on camera too faded. The body just didn’t want to be disturbed from its grasp of glorious transmissions. Eventually, when the signal from within emerged, we walked back to our meditation hall and narrated our phenomenal encounter with the Spirit Molecule. Maestro was smiling ear-to-ear knowingly. We have more explorations to be done soon and I am excited to dive deep into many more possibilities. True power lies in its effect. The very next day, I felt the phenomenal shift in the potency of the online gamma wave transmissions.  Everyone who received it was narrating about the intensity. In deepest gratitude, I offer this body to the heightened Master flow that can truly recalibrate it and prepare it to serve with higher awareness.

Deeper Encounters:
It takes immense courage to rise above the norm of the ordinary state, predictable walls and human boundaries we tend to place along the summit path of ascending awareness. Before we step into the path, we need to remember some profound realizations that will hold good at all stages of the journey. 

1. We are exactly where we are meant to be
2. We will get exactly what we deserve
3. We will not get anything we truly cannot handle
4. Alignment is our responsibility and attracts the Cosmic Grace
5. Cosmic Grace eternally flows through ready and deserving pipelines
6. Dissolving the Ego Self is one of the greatest challenges
7. Surrender, Trust, Acceptance, Gratitude, and Attitude qualifies our ability to access the depth of the Spirit Molecule
8. Expect the unexpected. Assumptions will be shattered.
9. We deserve an ego-shattering event to rise into a state of awakened awareness. 
10. Enlightenment is a revelation that emerges from illumining the darkest dark aspects within us.
11. The journey into remembrance of our origin, the blueprint of human design, and sacred geometry enable us to click into alignment faster.
12. The death of all experiences is realization, which shatters all the illusions that grip us.   

Progressive encounters with Plant Medicine induce a supreme sensory journey into the domains that we hardly encounter in our meditative journeys. A supra-conscious state enlivens us to a higher potential of our body’s original design and possibilities of accessing the gracious transmissions of beings that truly sorts and humbles us. The dance of the dark and the light is intriguing and the mystique will enthrall us while on the quest for awareness. 

The Plant Medicine ceremony was spread over 4 days to ensure that the spiritual experience is heightened progressively as the mind-body-spirit recalibrates itself to the flow of creative intelligence. I equated this to the understanding that the unraveling process is unique to each one of us and it is unwise to compare notes or feel threatened to encounter the full potential and creative expression of the Spirit Molecule. 

The Day Two: Cosmic Shower of Mother
Sitting in the ceremony that is channeled by an adept with purest of intent is intriguing, rewarding and fascinating. As an ardent observer and compassionate trans-receiver, it is an immersive journey to absorb the presence of the spirit guide and essence of the spirit while remaining a pure witness to the spectacular flow of events within our instrument. It is imperative that our learning is eternal and it is rewarding to be a passionate student. The quintessential aspect is about unlearning the social conditioning, emotional programming, control and power games that we have embraced unwittingly along the journey of life. 

Holding a strong intent is key to stay disciplined in the process. It is easy to swing along the canvas of illusions, hallucinations, wishful thinking, random thoughts and emotions, or stay determined to remain an undistorted witness to the purity of the cosmic sounds, divine fragrances, fractal patterns, holographic imagery, polymorphing masters, healing frequencies, extra-sensory awareness, holophonic tones, celestial music that we encounter along our journey into the exotic dimensions. 

Wisdom enables us to realize that ‘Calibration’ leads to ‘Celebration’ and eventually ‘Liberation’. It is vital to access all of these finest details in purest readiness to truly realize the depth of the Kundalini Shakti flow and cosmic remembrance. If we practice the path of Yogic purification like Himalayan kriya Yoga, it is possible to energetically be more aligned to enjoy the true benefits of the plant medicine’s purity. 

The ‘Spirit Molecule’ surprises us with its mystical and myriads of ways of creative interventions and intrinsic possibilities to purify our body. To the uninitiated, it may seem like teething trouble to handle the underlining fear, emotions and bio-memory patterns that can get amplified and occupy the centre stage of a ceremony. It becomes progressively clear that there is no escape or spiritual bypass if one comes into deep acceptance and surrender. There is no concept of ignoring those latent zones within that we have left unattended all our lives in pursuit of our worldly dreams, desires, and glory. 

 
Adi Para Shakti, the primordial feminine aspect of Shiva ignites all life forms with the vibrant Kundalini frequency and expressions. It has gifted our Planet Earth with these rare herbs and medicinal plants that we can truly use as a bridge to access the depth of Cosmic Dimensions and Ascended Masters who guide us through. The Spirit Molecule is guided by the Pachamama, the Mother Spirit who unfurls the truest extent of its expression that is embedded within the darkest recesses of our brain. 

It is quite a task to remember all nuances and intricacies of experiences during the ceremony. However, I trust that I can encapsulate the ones that may be insightful and worthy for an aspirant to take up this phenomenal journey into the divine self. 
 
The Shaman offered each of us the Spirit extract into a brewed tea, while invoking ‘Pachamama’ to bless the ceremony and the receivers. One can sip or gulp it down. I rolled it in my mouth and allowed every olfactory bulb, taste bud, salivary gland, and nerve to absorb its essence. As I gulped it down slowly later, it left my mouth dry. Meanwhile, tipping the tongue into the ‘Lalana Chakra’ ignited a current that went chillingly down into the Muladhara Chakra and it settled down after a gurgling spin. 

Maestro Chakruna unfurls the flow of the spirit through his talented display of a wide repertoire of musical renditions, singing, and chanting. As soon he strums the guitar, it accelerates the process of unfurling the sacred geometric flow and the blueprint of our body’s design that unfolds through the interplay of holographic patterns in exotic colours. The Spirit reminds us that the Cosmos is designed through Music and it holds the key to unlock the brain portals.  The Spirit Molecule when activated and sustained in the mid-brain center, ignites the immense potential to unlock the portals of higher awareness. This leads to the unfolding of a path to knowing the intricacies of the human design and its cosmic connections. 

Maestro Chakruna’s presence is palpable as he radiates love and compassion through his music and spirit channels. He blows a whiff of tobacco smoke over our head. It is regarded as the Grand Father of the Spirit Molecule and is used as a means to unlock the Brahmarandhra portal in the crown. 

The epiphany moments come in the most unexpected way. Purely rendered music can evoke the sensory pleasure and accelerate flow emerging from the Assemblage Point in the heart center. During the ceremony, we experienced it from the delightful passages of strumming guitar or ukulele or Andean melodies from the flute or lilting harmonica. What truly triggers a holographic spectacle of the Spirit Molecule remains a surprise element. One can explore several avenues and triggers and be ready to encounter and I feel it will always surprise us and remain unpredictable. 

The Essential Unlearning
We often carry our belief systems, ideals, and pre-conceived notions that often can be a resistance to the immensity of flow possible. The ability to sustain a state of true surrender is a rarity, and once such a state manifests, it triggers a huge possibility of intervention and expression. It is good to have a deep-seated intent to discipline ourselves and prevent random, wandering thoughts that seem deviant and disturbing. One of the simplest ways to tame the random thought waves is to access the deepest breath and stay focused on its wholesome effect until the thought streams become rarefied and usher us to a state of immersive silence within. Stepping into deep acceptance is essential as sitting in a varied group going through their own emotional challenges, intensive purging processes may seem like a disturbance to our immersive states. The creative intelligence has its own ways to permeate us. When we arrive with a pre-set agenda, it may serve as resistance. 

Gracious Darshan of Maa Anandamayi
In between the entire spectacular journey into intricate colorful dimensions, a deep urge to express the purest gratitude to the Divine Mother became magnanimous. A deep sense of urgency to commit to actions has always turned out to be eventful for me and has been activated by divine timing. A Full-length picture of Maa Anandamayi, one of the most gracious spiritual masters of our times, adorns the Meditation Space. The voice within urged to connect stronger with the Mother. I walked towards the image drawn by a white shaft of light that was radiating from it. The Mother was calling me for sure. I stood in front of her picture and was shocked to notice that I could not see her face at all, despite focusing hard. I persisted and still could not see her real face and it was replaced with a range of polymorphing faces appearing to weave through. I was waiting to see the original gracious presence of Maa. A sense of desperation emerged and I called out for her like a child begging for its Mother’s attention. Moments later, the Mother relented and projected her radiant, youthful, smiling, magnetic, beautiful image. The child in me truly celebrated watching Maa come alive to give me a much sought-after Darshan (vision). Waves of deepest gratitude emerged from within. There is nothing more precious than being graced by an ascended master and it reaffirms the purity of our connection. The facial image that we normally see of Maa in the picture is way too different. It clarified that this special and radiant image that Maa was projecting came as a huge blessing and reminded me that she is keen to show her gracious presence and more importantly, she has been watching over me. We are often the major obstacles and barriers to higher possibilities. We often limit our ability to connect with ascended beings. When all intelligence exhausts, intuition permeates and points to innocence. This is the key attribute to invoke the Divine Mother. All our intellect, techniques, logical interventions are futile and become impediments to cosmic transmissions. 

Day Three: 

The test of patience, trust, and surrender
The Creative Intelligenceguides us in ways which we cannot imagine or fathom. We may have explored hundreds of yogic techniques, which can align us.  However, the divine interventions intuitively guide us to what we have left unattended and heighten our awareness and expressions. I often wonder how delighted these Ascended beings must feel to watch our human instrument click into alignment and access its divine component through intensive effort and surrender. Cosmic Grace is the true game-changer. It rewards us with waves of transmissions that truly transform our journey into awareness. 

It is intriguing to notice that every wave of grace is a momentous event that makes us wait. The test of patience and persistence is invariably the salient feature before we receive an abundant flow of gracious waves. It is evident that invariably, we have to deserve it. We may wonder what it takes to welcome such an event?  Should we heighten our efforts or just lie low in complete surrender? My past encounters have taught me the toughest lessons along the summit path. True surrender is when we have heightened our efforts and then collapsed. With this remembrance, I began to align the body in every possible way during the session. The process of deep breathing empowers our nadis, veins, arteries, nerves, and capillaries to flow profusely with the oxy-rich blood and prana. Wholesome breathing that involves the diaphragm and abdomen can trigger spinal stimulation and eventually accelerate the process of unlocking the flow in neuron gateways in the brain. More importantly, it balances the hypothalamus, which is the emotional seat of the brain. The flow of acetylcholine is key to absorb the cosmic sounds. The key building blocks of life which include Nitrogen, Oxygen, Hydrogen, Phosphorous, Sodium, Calcium, and Potassium all have unique keys that unlock the portals in the brain. 

Our brain is one of the largest chemical laboratories and we are meant to extract its subtlest essence through the sublimation of prana (photonic ions) and rasa (fluids). Intelligence governs our trajectory to move from ordinary states to ecstatic awareness. ‘Sthitha Prajna’ is a clarified state of awareness that serves as a mirror of our overall state of being.  

While I was processing the absorbed essence of the spirit, there were unusually long and abated moments of waiting. The usual colours, fragrances, and pyrotechnics that we are used to were missing and replaced with a blank slate. ‘Tamo-guna’ is an attribute of the dark. It is a state of inertia that drives most of us into sedentary sluggishness. Only grace enables us to remember that the dark is embedded with the potential seeding ability to empower us if we dive deep into its source, the central void. However, most of us cringe in fear when we encounter the darkest dark. We are programmed to stay comforted in the projected light. Entrainment is a learning mechanism to find ways to recalibrate the brain with neuroplasticity and avoid old pattern orientation.

The game of expectation is a tricky one. Initiated ones will realize that there is a big difference between ‘time’ and ‘timing’.  One could wait forever without experiencing grace and while divine timing unleashes the profundity of flow and ‘rising’, it is truly worth the wait. 

Divine Mother Transmission and Inner Cosmic Orbit
While immersed within, eventually, the Spirit Intelligence permeated through the heart center in a spectacular flash. The inner voice guided me to lie down on my back. The stage seemed set for a journey into the unknown. I reminded myself that in surrender, all questioning drops while the quest remains. Meanwhile, a mystical energy wave penetrated and percolated through every pore in the body. The impact was almost instant, as it made every cell truly enlivened and intrinsically aware. The celebration had kick-fired within a multi-dimensional holographic body revealing its exotic nature. The long wait was over and was rewarded with bliss. 

Divine ecstasy is one of the craziest, beautiful states that we all deserve to access. Devotion fuels the intense passion to sense, experience, feel, and celebrate the divinity within. For me, it is a multi-stage explosion, shattering the roof of ‘knowing’ and replacing it with creative, dynamic and higher possibilities. To be wrapped in an innocent, child-like state is truly a beautiful entry point into complete surrender. We often play control games that are dictated by our fear of losing our grip on our mind-body-emotion.  It is mind-boggling to witness the energetic explosion and pure stillness present at the same moment. The stillness in the mid-brain ignites the magnetism.

The Divine Mother knows it all. She briefly blanked me into ‘Shunya Avastha’. Sakshi, the soul witness within could sense the state of zero field awareness that was immersive and yet remain inexpressible. The body just rested deeply in pure nothingness. Moments later, a stunningly beautiful intervention resulted in a profound diaphragmatic breath that looped into an orbital breath. It was the micro-cosmic orbit that was occurring naturally in this body. It was a breathing technique that passed through me as phenomenal learning. Absorbing the Mother transmitting into the body feels like heaven within. What an amazing feeling to bask in the gracious embrace of the Divine. What else could we ask for, when everything within feels a sense of completeness? 

Everything that we are meant to receive just comes to us in divine timing. It is the magnetism that governs the journey into higher awareness. We cannot rest on past laurels and gains. The Cosmos reveals that everything is dynamically shifting and we have to adapt to it. This is the true nature of creative intelligence.

Star Portals Awakening
Our body is a phenomenal experiment of the Cosmos and it reveals to us its magnanimity and intricacy in its most stunning manner. All that we need is pure readiness and the ability to drop our wall of resistance. That eventful night, I was ushered by a student to the rooftop. Little did I know what was in store for us. The brilliant star and moonlit canvas was pulsating alive and magnetized us. Ulhasa, the unbridled, uprising bliss emerged from within and I was spinning around on the terrace like a child in ecstatic flow. The spirit within magnified the essence of the light emitted by our visible galaxy beaming through space. The stardust that we are composed of gets a phenomenal glimpse of its infiniteness in the celestial canvas. It stuns us into deep acceptance that we are an ‘ocean in a drop’. The night show carried on as we captured the divine blue presence around the Moon. Meanwhile, the clouds were moving rapidly and wrapping the Chandra Drona Hills. It felt like we were in snowy Himalayan terrain as the clouds descended on the entire visible range of hills. Warped in timelessness and jaw-dropping show of the cosmic interplay, we only wished we were endowed enough to truly grasp the truest state of the cosmos. Sandarshana, the supreme glimpse of the cosmos happens within our awakened brain space and enables us to honour the purity of the design that we deserve to absorb. 

The Day Four: 
Parama Shiva is the MagneticPowerhead and Cosmic Consciousness. It governs every aspect of Generation, Order, and Dissolution. Shakti is cosmically magnetized and drifts naturally to the core of the cosmos. In a human instrument, Shakti expresses itself through the Kundalini, the bio-lightning current that connects us to the core through a phenomenal uprising golden stream through the Spinal vortex. When ego-self and inner resistance drops to its lowest ebb, we allow ourselves to be the most deserving channels of the dance of the Shiva-Shakti. 

The clarified intent, vision, and actions are empowered by Divine Will.  When an individual ‘will’ dissolves itself through surrender, the ‘Divine Will’ takes over. The supreme intelligence guides us through the depths we cannot even imagine, know, sense or feel. Being on the liberating path of Shambhavapaya for lifetimes urges one to derive the best of cosmic grace in every possible way. Our lifetime on Earth is like a nanosecond flash in relation to cosmic time. Before we realize or master any process, we are on our way out. If there is any sense of urgency, it is at its best expressed while immersed in the ‘now’ and ‘here’. When urgency sets in, it also ignites the deep-seated desperation to upscale to the pinnacle of all attainments to access the cosmic transmissions and completions that are allowed in the Krama, the cosmic flow as per the design. 

The eventful morning session was triggered by a supreme intent to dissolve the fragments of ego-self or any consciously unaware aspect that came in the way of accessing the purest ‘Shivatvam’, the essence of Shiva within. The dissolution process is called Laya Yoga. Shiva is revered as the LayaKartha, the one who dissolves the ego-self, and the baggage of karmic bio-memories that come in the way of liberation. The prayers were definitely heard and were rewarded with a huge cosmic transmission. The body wriggled like an incensed cobra as the kundalini unleashed the sacred Kandarpa Vayu and expanded the body into its cosmic state. The biggest event in my journey is the Walk-in (Pravesha) of the beloved, revered, eternal Master-Shiva into this body. 

Shiva has been always been my direct Master all along my journeys across every dimension. What was special about this day was that it smashed every iota of individual will, ego-self, and transcended this body to a state of being a pure emissary and light channel. Shiva permeated into every atom within and summoned the body to stand up and walk to the Shiva idol, which I had not watered for long. I distinctly heard the impact of cosmic voice directing this body, which obeyed every command gleefully. In a flash, the body was set into intense movement. I could sense that the will of ‘Shiva’ passed through and the body sprinted through the garden pathways to fetch a pail of water and top-up the water fountain that was meant to shower the Shiva idol. 

Meanwhile, the ceremony was in full flow and Maestro Chakruna was strumming his guitar. The body felt expanded and yet supremely alive. I vividly heard the heartbeat of the Earth and the Cosmos within me. Every plant, grass, tree, bee, bird, worm, reptile, creatures, and bugs were in harmony. Compassion oozed through this body from every pore. The heart was exploding in unconditional love. However, there was no escape from the supremely vibrant force that was completely guiding me. This whole body felt like a calibrated listening device that was absorbing every nuance of the divine command. Strange is our world that we exist in. How we feel within cannot be truly felt by people around us, unless they are operating in a similar frequency or sensitive enough to realize the extent of magnetism that Shiva was radiating through this body. It is vital to realize this and step into deep acceptance. 

This body responded with the immensity of love, compassion, gratitude and bio-photonic transmissions and radiating profusely. It is a state of being a choiceless, tireless, unconditional river that is merging with the oceanic bliss. Space around was super ignited and supra-consciously alive.  For a few participating in the ceremony, they reacted to their own inner turmoil. The learning for me is to remember the ceremony protocol. We are not to empathize with anyone else’s process, even if we hear their sobbing cries for help. Each one of us is in different stages of the journey and it is an intricate process that is governed by the Divine Mother. In deepest acceptance, we will align with the remembrance that we are ‘One’ and look like ‘Many’. The oneness that we feel inside may not necessarily translate into acceptance or appreciation from participants around us.  Many experiences can remain foggy or unexplored or unexpressed if we hold back or don’t let go of our fears and limitations. A life unexplored is not worth living. The Divine Mother is the providence and even a mere sideward glance is enough to enlighten through the gracious transmissions. This is called Eka Matra Kataksham or Kripa Kataksham. 

The Day Five: 

The Phenomenal Shiva-Shakti

It is intriguing to deepen and heighten the process into unraveling the gifts of cosmic transmissions and connections that emerge in the innermost core.  To realize its highest potential awareness, one has to go beyond the limits and thresholds. Driven by intuitive awareness, I was guided to absorb the spirit molecule in purest solitude, silence and intrinsic absorption. Being one with the self derives the magnanimous rewards of absorbing the subtlest transmission of the Shiva-Shakti in its ecstatic communion.  The Divine Mother collapsed this mind-body into a state of purest surrender. I was guided to lie down in a supine position. The inner voice was loud and clear and I just repeated it in verbatim. In a few moments, the Spirit Molecule radiated its heightened expression. The body was surrounded by a huge auric field, which was distinct. 

Interestingly, the ‘Trasrena’, the microcosmic star gateway transmissions permeated through the brain and percolated through the body at mind-boggling speed.  It triggered an atomic dance within which so delightful and ecstatic at times. The split-second shifts in the light wave patterns were in tune with the cosmic transmissions. Progressively, it allowed every cell, atom, molecule, nerve, nadi to soak in the cosmic transmissions. Then in one unexpected moment, my breath paused on its own and everything became still and silent. In a few moments, I heard a distinct sound of ‘breathing’ outside of my subtle energetic ring, which was this body’s expanded auric field. I could clearly sense the presence of feminine, Goddess energy. My spine fluttered in excitement. Who was this being? I waited for a few moments, and then my breath returned in its organic rhythm. ‘Amma’, the voice within me called out for the mother lovingly, to confirm her presence. My whole body shuddered in response as the ‘Mother’ showered intricate light waves. I begged the Mother-‘Vagdevi’ to speak to me in her ethereal voice. But all I felt was pure silence. The Yashaswini Nadi in the left ear sparkled in excitement but did not reproduce any voice transmissions. There was no sense of disappointment as its always learning to drop expectations. We are divine beings on a human journey. We have deliberately dropped our frequency and abilities so that we can experience and celebrate the cosmic play. A child within can be a bit curious at times to absorb. We need to make peace with the fact that creative intelligence knows best and we will only get what we truly deserve at the moment. 

Interestingly, the mother directed this body to rise, and when it stood and the feet landed on the floor. Strangely, I never felt this body as heavy as I was feeling in those moments. When I was commanded to walk, I felt a strange mix of bodies within. For the first time in my life, I felt I was walking in a ‘Penguin Gait’. The body swayed side to side. It cracked me into laughter. The ancestral spirits were reminding me of their presence within me. 

It’s always intriguing to experience the deep dive within in solitude. It disciplines us and shows us the mirror with brutal honesty. We may often wander around for seeking pleasure, entertainment, messages and cues. However, in surrendered flow, everything happens as per divine will. 

Life offers us tremendous opportunities and as much we deserve. If we can take it, we can make it. 
 
The Day Six:
The immersive dive into accessing the purest offering of the Divine Mother is truly rewarding beyond our imagination. However, the Krama, the cosmic order has ordained that the ‘challenges’ arrive before the ‘gifts’ do. We can imagine we are ready in a pretentious state of pseudo surrender, however the guiding Mother Spirit will test us in every impossible way. The ceremony attracted many aspirants and the space was buzzing with enthused Shiva devotees who seemed super excited to immerse into the Spirit Molecule journey. I decided to take the journey in solitude as Mother guided me. I lay down on my spine in the consecrated area in my music space, which I fondly call Nada Brahma. As I opened my hands to invoke the cosmic flow, an extraordinary light Mandala flashed above my body and permeated through in a rush. It is hard to comprehend the intensity of the polymorphing imagery that stunned me. The cosmic intelligence that governs the profound light transmissions knows exactly what to do for a ready instrument. It finds a ready portal to penetrate through or heal that needs the most attention. A powerful golden shaft of light penetrated through the Yoni, the female reproductive organ, and penetrated through and rose through the spine. I felt the purity of a feminine receptivity and it was truly special.  

Spinal Alignment: A Phenomenal Healing 

I have had scoliosis in my lower spine at birth. It became more of a niggling issue since I was 25 years old. With intensive Himalayan Kriya Yoga alignment, it was just about okay at most times. However, I would feel the stress in the lumbar region if I stood for a long time, or did not stretch enough every day. It was like a knot that needed to be untied. A year ago, Yogini Peewee, one of my students had asked me if my spine would ever get sorted. I remember telling her, that its only if the Divine Mother wills, can it be sorted. Those words rang in my head- loud and clear. Meanwhile, a cluster of light patterns penetrated the Muladhara. I felt like a feminine being, wrapped in a golden aura. The Creative intelligence decoded my body and in a flash, I could see it penetrating those tough knots in the lower spine and cracking it open. It’s hard to describe how it feels to be unlocked after so many years of waiting. The stress of all those manipulations and alignment sessions were finally being put to rest. As I was in the process of celebrating the spinal corrections, the Mother reminded me of the Maha Vidya process of offering gratitude to the Ten Gateway light entry points that begin with Muladhara. Maa, the divine Mother has many projections, expressions and it is truly intricate to dive into the subtlest details of this Tantrik process. 

I began with Maa Bhuvaneshwari, Maa Bhairavi, Maa ChinnaMasthe, Maa Dakshina Kalike, Maa Kamalatmika, Maa Tara, Maa Tripura Sundari, Maa Matangi, Maa Dhumavati. Strangely, I could not remember the name of the Maa that governs the vortex energy in our body. I scanned every corner of the brain in vain for that familiar name. It seemed to be playing on the tip of my tongue but did not reveal the name. I felt devastated for a moment. I could also feel a strange sensation of a lock in my jaw and cervical neck. I tried hard to crack open but it didn’t budge even a bit. It became increasingly evident that I was being tested. How could I forget the name of Maa that was so crucial for governing the spinal current? I had been gasping for remembrance. Moments spent in retrieving the memory ended with a collapse of nothingness. And then I felt like a child wrapped in the arms of the Mother. A Whisper emerged from within- Maa Bagala Mukhi, the rope-like energy that sets the spine, neck and face into alignment. This is crucial for any aspirant to celebrate the uprising spinal current. The journey into calibration is not possible without the gracious interventions. The Mother made sure I truly value the minutest details and showed me all those areas and zones where I left gaps in my awareness. The oceanic wisdom will always remind us of how little we know despite all the lifetimes of explorations. 

Truth is stranger than fiction. It stuns us into bewilderment. What else is possible in this journey of illuminating the darkest dark-the shambho within us? Do we have the inner strength to withstand the toughest moments? Unless one is ready to face it, we take the escape route. The fear usually triggers the fright mode. We have fear embedded deep within and it is not traced on the surface. The deep dive within will reveal the integrity of the design that reinvents itself with all the necessary resources to face any uphill challenges. 

The night was rather uneventful in terms of personal experiences. I was managing some of the participants who had spilled over in the balcony. It was time to hit the bed at 1 am in the morning with a sense of deep satisfaction that all the friends who I had invited to be a part of the ceremony had an exotic, memorable experience. 

The intense connection with ‘Ancestors’ is something so profound and special during these ceremonies. We often develop blind spots while we are immersed in earthly journeys. How important is our connection is highlighted when the ancestors appear in the ceremonies and reaffirm their connection and share their blessings and support. 

I have never had a heart-warming connection with my biological father. He left his earthly abode in 2007 and is now in his musical journey in the Gandharva Mandala. However, when I was watching his photograph in my room, a powerful connection emerged which ushered me into deepest gratitude. My biological mother had always offered me, unconditional love, which served as a catalyst for the ascension process. The awareness traced the soul to Revati Mandala. I am waiting to meet with this special soul on the other side. Meanwhile, many more soul connections emerged as a huge wave of compassion from many dimensions. It was joining the dots and missing pieces in the process of completions. 

The most intense moment in the entire journey with the Spirit Molecule was the supra-conscious expansiveness and connections with the entire cosmos. It began with a small dot of golden light hovering in front of my eyes in the pitch-dark room. In a few moments, it gathered momentum and I could see the dots appearing across the room and filling the entire room and spilling over the gardens, and eventually exploding into infinite space. I could feel that there was no more separation between the body and the cosmos. The body felt the boundless blissful expanse everywhere. It is called Para Videham. The body is an oceanic drop and the true extent of its connectedness has to be realized through a revelation or divine intervention. 

By 3 am in the morning, I was woken up by an extraordinary rain shower beating down on my roof. It was so loud that I could feel it as if it was permeating every cell in my body. Then something more enchanting experience occurred. I could hear Maestro Chakruna’s music playing all over again in my room. It was like a Tidal Music streaming server playing the recorded version in its famed Master Quality Audio from the iCloud recording. 

The Day 7:

Stages of Purest Realization
Just when we think we have peaked in experiences, bliss and realization, Mother shatters all our peaks with a multi-dimensional intervention. Every day is a phenomenal possibility in our lives. However, we often program ourselves with operating from muscle memory and fooling ourselves that we are consciously aware of the details. I have been an ardent student of life and the cosmic design of the human instrument and wondered how the DNA has been encoded the 64 human characteristics. It is fascinating to witness how our emotions, character and behaviors are all shaped by culturing, environment and certain inheritance. We pretentiously assume that our exploration process is good enough to mask our shortcomings of deeper realizations with a falsified image of being in flow, control and power. 

Enlightenment is a progressive elevation and it is about illumining the darkest dark. The Plant Medicine that is driven by the Spirit Mother has the phenomenal power to go into those latent domains within. Our DNA has certain characteristics, which have stored our darkest experiences from many lifetimes. 

In an unexpected twist, I was pulled into the wildest experiential journey into the lowest self. This is called the Nadir Point. It is hard to go through such intense pain and suffering experiences even though it lasted a few minutes. The Mother was relentless in baring the design and extent of the dark stored within those little-known recesses. The whole body quivered and shuddered in those helpless and hapless encounters. The question within popped. How much more can this frail body take? In those moments, one can feel the desperation to jump out of the body. However, the Mother is in complete control of the Mission and knows what is best for us. When it becomes clear that there is no escape, we drop into pure surrender. The face-off with the dark is to be brutally honest. The journey into lightless light is never going to be a smooth ride. It did not even spare the great saint Ramana Maharishi, who had to go through an intense fear of death before he was granted with the self-realization. 

After an intense journey into the domain of the Nadir, somehow, the higher-self mode got activated. I could see the conscious self, witnessing the imageries from the astral and causal dimension. The fine line of demarcation between them was getting fuzzy at times. It is hard to remember the subtleties of every imagery or its real meaning during those encounters. Some of it is unimportant to the overall effect of rising but is important from the cleansing angle. The force cranked the body into many complex-twisting positions. I could feel it happening on its own. The nitrogen bubbles in the spine and neck were cracked through many twisting jerks. I was just a witness to many inadvertent body positions. At times the hips swayed and the body was rolling over. In surrender, there is no questioning. Many a time, the mind-body-spirit dropped into complete surrender to the command of the divine masters Babaji, Anandmayi Maa, Shri Hanuman, Sadguru Dattatreya, Satya Sai Baba and so on. A remembrance that truly mattered in such moments was the purest gratitude for everything that happened as per divine will.   

When the Mother Shakti was dancing in every cell of the body, I could feel the bliss oozing out. It was hard to contain any emotion. The voice prompted Sarvasva Abhivyaktam (complete heightened expression). The body just swayed, danced and radiated the ecstatic divine dancing within and responded to the phenomenal singing and music by Maestro Chakruna. 

The heightened gratitude enables us to switch to a state of deep acceptance of everything that flows through us. It is an indescribable feeling when the Divine Mother takes over our thoughts and emotes all the expressions and upscales it. Being possessed is different from the state called ‘Pravesha’. Our intelligence, absorption, observation is all heightened in the latter state. The force permeates our awareness and makes it flow at its peak possibilities. 

I will clarify with an actual scenario and instance. I have always aspired for the best possible grace that a human receiver can access in this Kali Yuga. It may seem bombastic for anyone being judgmental. However, it’s our deserving levels that truly qualify us. No amount of begging, desperation or chanting may ignite the gracious transmissions at the point of need. There are no sure shot solution or formula on how to crack the code of cosmic grace. I have witnessed such cosmic transmissions on demand on many occasions, and at times it has made me wait for years to unleash an event. This clarifies that nothing is fixed or will appeal to our demands and expectations. However, we can only be rewarded better if we calibrate ourselves. It’s our responsibility to align the mind-body so that we can enhance the probability factor and readiness to access the best possible gracious transmissions. 

The child-like state enables us to be supremely alive. Innocence is far more rewarding than all the intelligence that we have harnessed. Innocence empowers us with a higher success of trans-relay possibility. Strange is the way of the cosmos and one cannot demand grace for sure. I prayed with fervor to listen to the voice of Saraswati, the Mother of Wisdom and Music who sang the whole cosmos into creation. I waited with bated breath with every pore in listening mode. There was no cosmic voice that I sought. Instead, she breathed into my ears like a cosmic whisper and prompted me to wait. There were strains of cosmic music playing through faintly. I persisted with a question. Can you please show me the source of your transmissions? Within a few moments, I could distinctly hear a drone of a cosmic generator. It spilled over the hall and it was hard to trace its source as it was playing in 360-degree surround mode. I was truly intrigued and also wondered if anyone else in the room could hear it. I checked with them later and none of them had heard it. How can one differentiate if all this is a hallucination or not? Interestingly, the Divine Mother ensured that its real. The sound of the generator drifted into my right ear and hovered over it for a brief moment. In a flash, my breathing stopped and the sound of the cosmic generator too became silent. I was baffled that the Mother was keen to show me a mild glimpse of the source. It is hard to describe the intensity of devotion that these occurrences evoked in me. The cosmic drone is the reminder of the consistent sound of the universes in a spin in multi-dimensional space. 

The phenomenal extra sensory field of awareness was magnified during the last ceremony. The session happened during the morning hours. Every micro-detail of the ambient environment became highlighted and alive in its crystalline flow. I was aware of every being in the hall. I could feel their breath, mental, and emotional state. The factor of presence, essence, and fragrance magnified and it was all available for absorption and observation. The Mother heightened the realizations and ecstatic bliss waves that permeated and oozed out of this body.  

My head and eyes were rolling around as it clicked into the split-second shifting awareness. The presence of the divine mother within me was so stunningly beautiful to behold. I could feel the vessel within-super vibrant and truly celebrated. It is an immense feeling of gratitude for being a chosen pipeline. Interestingly, the heightened state of awareness truly humbles us into a child-like state that sparkles with purity.

The Mother made me observe and look at life with empowered eyes. The smallest details became evident in people, things, creatures, and nature around me. Life in its pulsating romance is such a treat to behold and witness. We are often misled to look at life with the limitations of our perception. If only we could replace it with pure reception, it would reveal its glorious flow and connections. 

The Mother Spirit has truly arrived in this space with the highest intensity and intent. It is a force that permeated sacred space. I could see the spirit pouring into the soil. The supreme bliss of the Mother’s grace is prevalent in the abundance, protection, guidance that is passing through this body.


Meanwhile, a small lump appeared in my throat. The voice prompted that there was some profound gateway unlocking to access the intense grace of Saraswati. Tara Spandana is the vibrancy of the Nadis when it is profusely flowing with the pristine prana. The vibrancy is at its peak when the whole body is integrated and magnetized by the command center. It reminds us of the latent aspects and unfinished aspects of our life.  The throat center defines our individual expression of love, compassion, purity of the self and the soul identity and expression. We have arrived on this planet to explore, experience, express and elevate awareness and it is our privilege to do so. There is nothing more precious than celebrating the ability to express the divine within. I offer my deepest gratitude to be able to express these rare encounters with the divine self. I wish it was possible to express it to its truest extent, which will always remain a cherished dream for me. 

It was about mid-day when the ceremony ended. I walked in the pathway of the cosmic grid in pure silence. The body was buzzing and the space around was pulsating alive. When I reached the center and lay down facing the sun which was at its peak radiance, I had no clue how special the transmissions would be. The Sun is the living God and when it shines at its brightest during mid-day, we often shy away from its radiation as it would burn us. I wanted to truly connect to this force with the highest devotion. it was a truly special moment as I looked up with the purest intent and sought the sun to penetrate me fully and dissolve any iota of darkness or limitations. The light was like an intense fire running through my body. In a state of deep acceptance, there was no fear of being burnt. I must have been in this fire transmission for more than an hour. I could sense the phenomenal download of pulsating photons passing through and shifts happening within. In deep reverence, we become a trans-receiver. It is a special communion with the source of life and its called Ishwara Pranidana when we offer everything we receive back to the source. We are empty and complete at the same time. The nothingness is pregnant and gravid with everything. It is a deep sense of contentment, bliss, celebration, and remembrance of the oneness that cannot be described. OM 🙂

What Next? 
Many of us assume that consuming plant medicine is a nice little joy ride into a world of colours, sounds, fragrances, and an easy way to cleanse the impurities in the body. We need to remember that it is not an easy ride unless we align our body and keep it ready for this master cleanse and allow the Mother Spirit to truly attune us. Our body has to be treated as a sacred space and truly honoured if we desire spiritual acceleration. We need to sense the readiness and prepare ourselves to be aligned and be emotionally strong to take this journey into medicinal plant purification.  We all deserve to take the journey into a disease-free, celebration and liberation. I welcome anyone that is keen to explore this path to connect with me to enroll yourself into the path of purification or encounters with the spirit molecule. 

The path of mastery is about converting deep intent into action. The conversion rate decides if we truly calibrate at the designated divine frequency. However, only a few of us derive that curiosity, courage and indomitable spirit to face the truth. The truth hurts, but only once. 

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Encounter With The Spirit Molecule