Sharing One my student’s experience..
Today Morning, I came back experiencing the cosmos… it is a coincidence but everytime you say feel this, when we are meditating ive just a spilt second before experienced it. It has happened now on a few occasions.
To calm myself down, I lay down. I do not know when but i fell asleep. And fully conscious i experienced the unsurmountable temple. I had to rock climb to reach it. I was elated. Once inside I was told pray to the goddess, for your husbands long life. It was matas / devis idol clad in red. The moment i touched my head on the floor it took a human lady form. Her eyes pierced through me. I was scared. Suddenly I could hear many voices and in my heart i kept repeating this is fake. I could not hear clearly. She got a flute and other women, chanting, dancing … it was so intense that i simply broke away upright. That left me very restless and my whole body felt heavy. Driving I felt i was compltely at loss of concentration, my heart felt ready to burst. Thats when I called you. But you soothed my nerves and I am fine. There is a voice that keeps repeating that she will be back and I need to recieve her with an open heart. Today I guess somekind of fear took over.
Yesterday, my experiece was awesome thats the word. I felt a huge dhara flow from my crown down to my heart. My heart expanded, almost suffocating me. For the first time, the cobra was fully illuminated along my spine. And i witnessed myself as an emboidement of light loosing my physical form. The Shivlinga in my third eye suddenly started to have eruption of milk from its head. It was a beautiful feeling. And i handled a hectic day with a smile. The dhara flowed the whole day. Infact, walking in the night i felt a pull and pain in my shoulder / neck region. I stayed focussed, the light in my third eye moving into a warm ball of energy in the painful area and by the time I finished my walk i was fine.
I often chant the mantra you gave me. It comes to me when I am by myself. And i have often now found myself chanting shivoham within me. I am there wherever I ahve to be, working smiling but I am more and more connected within.
Thank you Guruji for your blessings,
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