Waking up to a message

FEB 18TH 2007, DUBAI

I received a mail today that was so profound. i thank my friend AFK from deep within. I completely understand what the message was. i remain rooted in meditation and dive deeper and experience that losing everything. i dont know if it will be a horror, as i am already prepared to lose to gain the universal truth. i feel blessed that the masters chose me. i always knew that my strong pull towards teaching was not just a fad, but pure inner call.

i saw the world pass by me. however i remained strong and determined. i see many teachers who were making more money than me, and getting more opportunities too. I sometimes felt there is something wrong within me. Maybe i was not yet ready, and hence i kept learning at tremendous pace. i wanted to be qualified and effective teacher and didnt want to leave any stone unturned.

Now i understand that the masters wanted me to understand how inadequate i am after all this learning. They were all the time patient with me, and now when the time is right, they want me to lose everything and awaken to the truth.

I have friends and relatives who are doing so well in material life, and they tried to deviate me from my goal. I had nothing to convince them that i am on the right path, apart from deep inner peace which they cant fathom. but somewhere within i knew my path was right, and everything will fall in place.

Now as i stand still, not trying to learn, or grasp everything in sight. its a tough for someone who has been trying all his life. but the consciousness is such a wonderful teacher and i trust it completely. I love the messenger and the message too as the words have have power in them.

i am sure the universe is behind the guidance. I thank my friend AFK for having spent so much time with me on chat probing me to dig further and contemplate over my initial chattering over the stopping phenomenon.

AFK, you are are gifted with tremendous patience. i will not disappoint anyone who is guiding me. God willing, i will rise from the ashes and awaken to the reality. its no coincidence that i call my creative outfit- vivid reality:)